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Art for Life: My Story, My Song

By Kalamu ya Salaam

 

 

Books by Kalamu ya Salaam

 

The Magic of JuJu: An Appreciation of the Black Arts Movement  /   360: A Revolution of Black Poets

Everywhere Is Someplace Else: A Literary Anthology  /  From A Bend in the River: 100 New Orleans Poets

Our Music Is No Accident   /  What Is Life: Reclaiming the Black Blues Self

My Story My Song (CD)

 

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Six. The Reconstruction Of A Poet

The Call: Ideology or Poetry?

There is never any end. There are always new sounds to imagine, new feelings to get at. And always there is the need to keep purifying these feelings and sounds so that we can really see what we've discovered in its pure state. So that we can see more and more clearly what we are. In that way, we can give to those who listen the essence, the best of what we are. But to do that at each stage, we have to keep on cleaning the mirror.--John William Coltrane

            In 1985 I wrote a haiku which perfectly expresses the turbulence and searching that engulfed my life at that time. I had left Ahidiana, left the Collegian and was shortly to leave the Jazz & Heritage Foundation. Most emotionally wounding to me, I had also left my marriage.

haiku #7         

summer rain showers         

fall; in renegade silence         

i strip search my soul

            The breakup of my marriage deeply hurt me precisely because my "ideology" couldn't save it, nor could my deep "respect" for women and commitment to anti-sexist struggle. The breakup forced me to come to grips with understanding why women occupy such an important role in my life and why I often write in the feminine voice.

            The answer begins back at the beginning. For example, the blues woman I met during the voter registration does not exist. She is not an individual. She is a composite, a composite not simply of the women I met doing voter registration work on the weekends, but also a composite of my perceptions of those women. But why is she so important?

            She is important because Theresa Copelin, my grandmother on my mother's side, was important to me. Theresa Copelin reared me up until the time I went to school and Theresa Copelin also released me from the tyranny of organized religion. She was the minister's wife, essentially the queen mother of the church. The most socially revered female I personally knew. My grandmother whipped my butt when I did wrong. When I left the church rather than whipping me with words or making me feel bad, she gave me a lesson in compassion.

            I had been groomed to be a preacher in the tradition of my grandfathers. While still in grammar school I was reading verse and making statements from the pulpit. I quit going to church in high school. At the time it did not seem like a big deal to me, but, for my mother and my grandparents it was the end of a dream.

            In the customary metaphorical directness common to pre-sixties southerners, my grandmother acknowledged my decision not to take up the call of preaching. One Sunday after church, we were all climbing into my grandfather's car and my grandmother told a joke. She said there had been this young man who had been coming to church regularly. The young man had declared he wanted to preach because God had called him to do so. Shortly afterwards he announced that he was going into the seminary to become a preacher. Well, the church didn't hear from him for awhile and then one day he came back. Everybody was glad to see him. They asked had he become ordained yet. He said no. They asked what happened, hadn't God called him? One of the deacons said, when God calls, it's best that you answer. I did answer, the young man replied. Well, then what happened? Well, said the young man, when I got there, God told me never mind.

            All through my life there were strong women, caring for and teaching me, and every step of the way they supported me even when they didn't necessarily agree with me. That woman was also my mother who was the only teacher in her school to go out on strike, and then after the strike was over, she returned without bitterness to work with and, yes, befriend her fellow teachers. My mother was that blues woman when she gave me this most remembered advice which sustained me in the awful decade of the eighties: "Do whatever you think is right, but always be prepared -- no matter what anybody else may say or do -- always be prepared to go it alone."

            That woman was certainly also Mrs. Nelson, my English teacher who introduced Langston Hughes to me, and Mrs. Green my civic teacher who actually taught Black history.

            So then, this is why women speak in my work. They not only created a major part of me, they also created the emotional space for me to be myself. How could their voices not be sounded by me?

            Why then has my later work championed gay rights and spoke forcefully against homophobia and heterosexism? Did I have homosexual experiences which I've never revealed in print?

            Of course. But these experiences were not sexual in nature. They were instead bonds of comradeship and friendship. Remember when I spoke of Hoyt Fuller. I remember writing a long essay on homosexuality in the Black Arts Movement of the seventies. I sent the essay to Hoyt Fuller at Black World. He commented that it was an interesting analysis from a heterosexual position. But he did not publish it. When Hoyt died I spoke at his funeral and wrote a praise poem for him. My biggest disappointment is that I had not created space enough for us to safely discuss Black gay realities and experiences. I vowed to work to create such a space for serious discussion and respect of the "other" in our community howsoever the "other" is defined.  

            Again, my life is also inseparable from my New Orleans acculturation where I would see "gay" men who affirmed their identify simply by refusing to hide or disguise themselves as straight men. They moved about, especially in the entertainment world, as though there was nothing in the least bit unusual about themselves and that was liberating for both them and, ultimately, even more so, for us who witnessed and came into contact with them.

            For example, there was Bobby Marchan, a singer who had worked with Huey Smith and the Clowns. Bobby was also a well known emcee of rhythm and blues shows. He would do a standup routine which flaunted his homosexuality and he especially enjoyed taking on macho hecklers.

            Then the contact became more than a socially observed phenomenon, it also became an integral part of our liberation struggle. While at SUNO, one of the people who made sure that our newsletter, The Black Liberation Express, came out on time without fail was gay. I could never deny that brother's commitment nor his competence. Later, after some of the BLKARTSOUTH members joined the Black Muslims, there was a gossip campaign about one of our major members. Did I know he was a faggot? Did they know that that didn't matter?

            I realized through those and numerous other experiences that confronting homophobia required courage on the part of homosexuals who also wanted to participate in the liberation struggle, the Black Arts Movement, or wanted rather simply to be able to walk hand in hand down the street without being "stoned".

            One day, coming out of the New Orleans Jazz & Hertiage Foundation's office, there was a gay man at the bus stop and a woman who looked at him hard, seemingly with daggers in her eyes. He literally switched across the street. I turned to one of my coworkers, "people laugh at men like that but they have no idea of what his struggles were and how much courage it takes for him to openly be the way he is."

            The verse play "Malcolm, My Son" was born that day, an expression not only of solidarity with the "other" but also an appeal to the rest of us. There are many other examples.

            Some of what has made me what I am I will be able to remember only with great difficulty -- the difficulty of keeping the mirror clean. If I am a true poet, eventually it will all be revealed, or, at least, as much of my history as I can (under)stand to uncover.

            Social conventions are clothes on our psyche. The poet must be a worshiper of nudity, and, therefore, precisely in opposition to the merchandisers and social bureaucrats (e.g. government officials, business administrators, religious leaders) of the status quo whose essential tasks are to sell uniforms and to enforce dress codes.

            To be a poet is to be at odds with the present if only because every dominant status quo has something to hide, something that needs to be revealed. I wrote a poem whose whole focus is on the question of what role for poetry.

            The poem is structured into call and response. In introducing the poem I would reference "viva la revolucion!" and ask the audience to respond with a strong "Viva" every time I said the word "poetry." I would tell them, however, only shout viva if you agree with what I say.

            The poem was actually inspired by an English/Spanish bilingual reading I did with Cuban poet Pedro Sarduy in New Orleans. He had written "The Poet," a poem about being a poet which he recited in Spanish. I recited the English translations after each stanza. I was impressed by what he had written and decided to do a similar kind of poem, hence, the "viva" response which, by the way, does not appear in the text of the poem.
           

THE CALL OF THE WILD    

      

Poetry is not an answer           

Poetry is a calling                       

            a vision that does not vanish                       

            just because nothing                       

            concrete comes along, or                       

            because the kingdom of heaven                       

            is under some tyrant's foot           

 

Poetry is not a right           

Poetry is a demand                       

            to be left alone                       

            or joined together or whatever                       

            we need to live            

 

Poetry is not an ideology                       

            poets choose life                       

            over ideas, love people                       

            more than theories, and really would                       

            prefer a kiss to a lecture           

Poetry 

         

Poetry is not a government           

Poetry is a revolution                       

            guerrillas -- si!                       

            politicians -- no!           

 

Poetry is always hungry                       

            for all that is                       

            forbidden                       

            poetry never stops drinking                       

            not even after the last drop, if we                       

            run out of wine poets will                       

            figure a way to ferment rain           

 

Poetry wears taboos                       

            like perfume with a red shirt                       

            and a feather in the cap,                       

            sandals or bare feet, and                       

            sleeps nude with the door unlocked           

 

Poetry cuts up propriety into campfire logs and sits                       

            around proclaiming life's glories far into                       

            each starry night, poetry burns prudence                       

            like it was a stick of aromatic incense or                       

            the even more fragrant odor of the heretic                       

            aflame at the stake, eternally unwilling                       

            to swear allegiance                       

            to foul breathed censors                       

            with torches in their hands           

 

Poetry smells like a fart                       

            in every single court of law and smells                       

            like fresh mountain air                       

            in every dank jail cell           

 

Poetry is unreliable           

Poetry will always jump the fence                       

            just when you think poets are behind you                       

            hey show up somewhere off the beaten path                       

            absent without leave, beckoning for you                       

            to take your boots off and listen to the birds           

 

Poetry is myopic and refuses to wear glasses                       

            never sees no trespassing signs and always                       

            prefers to be up touching close to everything                       

            skin to skin, skin to sky, skin to light                       

            poetry loves skin, loathes coverings           

 

Poetry is not mature                       

            it will act like a child                       

            to the point of social embarrassment                       

            if you try to pin poetry down                       

            it will throw a fit                       

            yet it can sit quietly for hours                       

            playing with a flower           

 

Poetry has no manners                       

            it will undress in public everyday of the week                       

            go shamelessly naked at high noon on holidays                       

            and play with itself, smiling

          

Poetry is not just sexual                       

            not just monosexual                       

            nor just homosexual                       

            nor just heterosexual                       

            nor bisexual                       

            or asexual                       

            poetry is erotic and is willing                       

            any way you want to try it           

 

Poetry           

 

Poetry has no god                       

            there is no church of poetry                       

            no ministers and certainly no priests                       

            no catechisms nor sacred texts                       

            and no devils either                       

            or sin, for that matter, original                       

            synthetic, cloned or otherwise, no sin           

 

Poetry                       

 

            In the beginning was the word                       

            and from then until the end                       

            let there always be           

 

Poetry!

 

<----Iron Flower & Our Women Keep Our Skies    My Life Is the Blues--->

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Men We Love, Men We Hate
SAC writings from Douglass, McDonogh 35, and McMain high schools in New Orleans.

An anthology on the topic of men and relationships with men

Ways of Laughing
An Anthology of Young Black Voices
Photographed & Edited by
Kalamu ya Salaam

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music website > http://www.kalamu.com/bol/
writing website > http://wordup.posterous.com/
daily blog > http://kalamu.posterous.com
twitter > http://twitter.com/neogriot
facebook > http://www.facebook.com/kalamu.salaam

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Guarding the Flame of Life

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New Orleans Jazz Funeral for tuba player Kerwin James / They danced atop his casket Jaran 'Julio' Green

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Track List
1.  Congo Square (9:01)
2.  My Story, My Song (20:50)
3.  Danny Banjo (4:32)
4.  Miles Davis (10:26)
5.  Hard News For Hip Harry (5:03)
6.  Unfinished Blues (4:13)
7.  Rainbows Come After The Rain (2:21)/Negroidal Noise (15:53)
8.  Intro (3:59)
9.  The Whole History (3:14)
10.  Negroidal Noise (5:39)
11.  Waving At Ra (1:40)
12.  Landing (1:21)
13.  Good Luck (:04)

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1493: Uncovering the New World Columbus Created

By Charles C. Mann

I’m a big fan of Charles Mann’s previous book 1491: New Revelations of the Americas Before Columbus, in which he provides a sweeping and provocative examination of North and South America prior to the arrival of Christopher Columbus. It’s exhaustively researched but so wonderfully written that it’s anything but exhausting to read. With his follow-up, 1493, Mann has taken it to a new, truly global level. Building on the groundbreaking work of Alfred Crosby (author of The Columbian Exchange and, I’m proud to say, a fellow Nantucketer), Mann has written nothing less than the story of our world: how a planet of what were once several autonomous continents is quickly becoming a single, “globalized” entity.

Mann not only talked to countless scientists and researchers; he visited the places he writes about, and as a consequence, the book has a marvelously wide-ranging yet personal feel as we follow Mann from one far-flung corner of the world to the next. And always, the prose is masterful. In telling the improbable story of how Spanish and Chinese cultures collided in the Philippines in the sixteenth century, he takes us to the island of Mindoro whose “southern coast consists of a number of small bays, one next to another like tooth marks in an apple.” We learn how the spread of malaria, the potato, tobacco, guano, rubber plants, and sugar cane have disrupted and convulsed the planet and will continue to do so until we are finally living on one integrated or at least close-to-integrated Earth. Whether or not the human instigators of all this remarkable change will survive the process they helped to initiate more than five hundred years ago remains, Mann suggests in this monumental and revelatory book, an open question.

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The Persistence of the Color Line

Racial Politics and the Obama Presidency

By Randall Kennedy

Among the best things about The Persistence of the Color Line is watching Mr. Kennedy hash through the positions about Mr. Obama staked out by black commentators on the left and right, from Stanley Crouch and Cornel West to Juan Williams and Tavis Smiley. He can be pointed. Noting the way Mr. Smiley consistently “voiced skepticism regarding whether blacks should back Obama” . . .

The finest chapter in The Persistence of the Color Line is so resonant, and so personal, it could nearly be the basis for a book of its own. That chapter is titled “Reverend Wright and My Father: Reflections on Blacks and Patriotism.”  Recalling some of the criticisms of America’s past made by Mr. Obama’s former pastor, Mr. Kennedy writes with feeling about his own father, who put each of his three of his children through Princeton but who “never forgave American society for its racist mistreatment of him and those whom he most loved.”  His father distrusted the police, who had frequently called him “boy,” and rejected patriotism. Mr. Kennedy’s father “relished Muhammad Ali’s quip that the Vietcong had never called him ‘nigger.’ ” The author places his father, and Mr. Wright, in sympathetic historical light.

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The White Masters of the World

From The World and Africa, 1965

By W. E. B. Du Bois

W. E. B. Du Bois’ Arraignment and Indictment of White Civilization (Fletcher)

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updated  23 July 2010

 

 

 

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