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but i am life / and like fertile earth / am rising full of

importance and auspiciously / augur something else

like accountant auditing, / rectifying ledger / amid erasures and clarifications

 

 

Books by Kalamu ya Salaam

 

The Magic of JuJu: An Appreciation of the Black Arts Movement  /   360: A Revolution of Black Poets

Everywhere Is Someplace Else: A Literary Anthology  /  From A Bend in the River: 100 New Orleans Poets

Our Music Is No Accident   /  What Is Life: Reclaiming the Black Blues Self

My Story My Song (CD)

 

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Bush Mama

By  Kalamu ya Salaam

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i want to bust out

oh, my nerves, battered

vacant eyes torn

like tenement windows

looking out into emptiness

and onto so much unprettiness

 

some changes

same changes

clothes get dirty

pile up, get washed

get dirty, pile up, nothing

much changes, cynicism

 

i am locked into

these cycles of

life, non-living

 

i am locked in and don't

fully understand what for,

what did or didn't i do?

 

i know i am

not innocent

but nor am i guilty

of this

 

i must bust out

 

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initially i was

unaware, unconscious, unthinking

full of noncritical acceptance

of victim fate

 

but i am life

and like fertile earth

am rising full of

importance and auspiciously

augur something else

 

like accountant auditing,

rectifying ledger

amid erasures and clarifications

i am coming to balance

my entries

 

and while there is still much

i don't know, there is also much

i do understand

 

i understand drinking

   sloe gin into a quick stupor

   warm wine the morning after

 

i understand smoking

   two packs a day and weed

   when we could

 

i understand fucking

   and scratching and screaming

   and shaking like shit

 

i understand pills

   and iud's, getting pregnant

   and who the babies will belong to

 

i understand crazy niggers

   with razor hands

   and stone hearts

   dirt in they eyes

   wasting my womaness

   pissing it, like used beer,

   casually onto walls into alleys

 

i understand dope in the afternoon

   a pusher for a brother

   headaches, aspirin and tranquilizers

   coffee and coke all day long

 

i understand sweet baby jesus

   and lord do i understand the cross

   and crazy chicken eating cadillac driving

   pimp dressed pretty nigger preachers

   with shiney lips and sugar teeth

 

i understand lay-a-way

   wanting what i don't need

   buying with what i ain't got

   stuff i see on t v

 

i understand working below wage

   welfare and food stamps thrown at me

   like i'm trash and social workers sniffing,

   looking between my legs for a man

 

and because i understand this much

i am beginning to search beyond

illusionary lights seeking

to identify the actual sources

of physical and psychological shock

 

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i grow more confident now and

although this is serious,

at last i can laugh and really smile

now that i fight without fear

 

fighting is what frees us

frees us not just from external enemies

but frees us also from our own

weaknesses

 

a jet whooshes cross the sky going somewheres

i shoot it out the air with my eyes

and a thousand rich people die

their made in the usa napalm luggage

falling inconsequential into the sea

 

tomorrow i will be called

a nappy headed terror

because of my growth

and social transformation

they won't want to recognize me

and will claim that i am crazy

 

and will claim that i am crazy

 

they don't understand

but i will,

i will

and do understand

 

i know that

birthing beauty means breaking blockages

blood must flow, blood must flow

 

virgins and innocents

never have babies

my children cover the earth

registering ten on richter

social seismometers

 

we must get down

 

i fear a war

growing inside of me

 

do you understand?

 

Copyright (c) Sept. 1977 by Kalamu ya Salaam

AHIDIANA P.O.Box 3472 N.O.LA 70177

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On one level, Salvage the Bones is a simple story about a poor black family that’s about to be trashed by one of the most deadly hurricanes in U.S. history. What makes the novel so powerful, though, is the way Ward winds private passions with that menace gathering force out in the Gulf of Mexico. Without a hint of pretension, in the simple lives of these poor people living among chickens and abandoned cars, she evokes the tenacious love and desperation of classical tragedy. The force that pushes back against Katrina’s inexorable winds is the voice of Ward’s narrator, a 14-year-old girl named Esch, the only daughter among four siblings. Precocious, passionate and sensitive, she speaks almost entirely in phrases soaked in her family’s raw land. Everything here is gritty, loamy and alive, as though the very soil were animated. Her brother’s “blood smells like wet hot earth after summer rain. . . . His scalp looks like fresh turned dirt.” Her father’s hands “are like gravel,” while her own hand “slides through his grip like a wet fish,” and a handsome boy’s “muscles jabbered like chickens.” Admittedly, Ward can push so hard on this simile-obsessed style that her paragraphs risk sounding like a compost heap, but this isn’t usually just metaphor for metaphor’s sake. She conveys something fundamental about Esch’s fluid state of mind: her figurative sense of the world in which all things correspond and connect. She and her brothers live in a ramshackle house steeped in grief since their mother died giving birth to her last child. . . . What remains, what’s salvaged, is something indomitable in these tough siblings, the strength of their love, the permanence of their devotion.WashingtonPost

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