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Have you seen her loneliness? / A mother’s life of aching arms

Packed full with throb of son’s embrace / She holds her longing tightly furled

 

 

 

Mind Games

 

                  By Betty Wamalwa Muragori

 

I was isolated, a woman all alone

And so, I played with my own mind

I invited nightmares, which unnerved me

I shook my world

I was left debilitated

Like a reflection I became unstuck

 

I was alone in the world,

All on my own,

My mind preyed on me like a vulture

I chased down wisps of terror

And made them my own

Like a rat in the wild there was no escape

The talons of my wits held me firmly in their grip

 

On my own in that place

Alone with tales long since dead

The sound and fury blowing my mind apart

I crouched with fear,

I stumbled and almost fell

Reeling in an avalanche of despair

 

Unexpected, a flash of light

From somewhere,

Blasted my head wide open,

And set me free

I blinked, with my reason

And escaped into the sunshine, embracing bliss

 

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Lonesome

 

By Betty Wamalwa Muragori

 

Have you felt his enduring solitude?

A child raised with no tender hug,

No kind kiss from mother’s lips

No outward proof of love and warmth,

No one to show his schoolwork to

Soon he learns his life is hard

And wraps aloneness close

A gentle shroud to keep him warm

 

Have you seen her loneliness?

A mother’s life of aching arms

Packed full with throb of son’s embrace

She holds her longing tightly furled

And will not show the fondness of her heart

In hard proud life, stray passion has no place

Sentiment is careless lavishness

 

Can you sense their lonesomeness?

Sweetly spiced with deep regret

Between them now a gap lies wide

A brimming hoard of abundant love

Unspoken words, motions denied,

Brush of accidental stroke must for now suffice

As mother, son face broad divide

Their courage binds them near and strong


 

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A Round Pot

 

By Betty Wamalwa Muragori

 

I saw a pot, round and redolent with love

I had to have that pot!

Chocolate brown with brown in it

I reached out to touch it!

Squat with smooth curvaceous shape

Cool plumpness in my open palm

 

That pot beckoned me

Its mouth yawning wide

As if caught in a dazzled spell

I bought three!

 

In the first I plant a blood red rose

Its waving head cast a gentle blush

A bruising kiss on round and luscious sweep

 

The second one received a pure white bloom

A petal lost lingered on a zaftig curve

Virgin chill refreshing in the heat

 

A long straight stem grew in my third fat pot

The contrast pulled the very eye adrift,

Tempting charm that simple earthen urn

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posted 6 September 2007

 

 
 

Betty Wamalwa Muragori is especially interested in how Africans are constructing new identities as they redefine their place in the world.  She believes in the power of words.  She has a BSc degree from the University of Nairobi and MA in Environment from Clark University in Worcester Mass. USA.  Currently Betty works for an international conservation organization in Nairobi, Kenya. 

 

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